What Rushes Into My Heart and My Skull.

The dreams I've been having of late have spurnned something dangerous in me again. It's a bug, a disease, an imbalance in my thought equation and it's compromising what I've built up and set out to do since a few months ago.

I haven't dreamt like this for a while now and that had left me rather stable, emotionally(somewhat). I could think straight then and my desires, wants, were thought out and meant for my benefit. I could wake up and do what I wanted to do without feeling like I wanted something else. Now, my mind keeps jumping to irrational wants whenever I don't have a hold of it and I wake up from my dreams feeling deep discontent. The thing is that I don't know the reason for it and then I am left bemused.

Whatever it is, this disease of discontent, I hope it doesn't get to me too much. I think there are some loose ends I have to tie to make sure of that.





"3 seconds too late"






Listening to - Feel It in My Bones, Tiesto feat. Tegan & Sara.